Day 73 - Awkward Q&As

First meal: Bounce's Maple Pecan energy ball

I threw away the wrapper so I had to peek in the garbage to get the brand... ahahaha. Anyway, it.. tasted ok? Actually, it was disappointing. It was a squishy ball with nutty bits in it, none that's demonstrably maple or pecan. Ok, fine, it was maple-y, sorta. I guess it's a good thing it wasn't too sweet. Good thing I only bought one to try out. It is however, within the calorie limit of an Exante meal so I should be fine?

Snack: Half a dozen yogurt-covered pretzels

Man, these are good. I know I shouldn't eat too many of these but the sweetness of the yogurt and the saltiness and crunchiness of the pretzels really go well together.

I'm having dinner with family today (yes yes, more non-standard meals omg O_O) but hear me out, I've been really careful, and I'll be careful with portions too. No rice. That should help? Not much, I know, but eh...

Second meal: Cabbage, French beans with bacon, lotus root soup, braised pork belly

Yeahhhh... well, I did keep an eye on the portion. I did have a second serving of the soup coz damn... it's good stuff. Yeah, no third meal for me today.

Cousin asked me an awkward question today and really... I wished she didn't. It was a private matter I didn't want to talk about when I wasn't even sure what my status is right now. Though let's be honest, I'm just living on the fumes of dreams and hope at the moment. Who am I kidding anyway? I should face the fact that I've been unceremoniously dumped... probably. *sighs* Oh well, I'll survive, I guess... but it's painful.

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